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the prettiest word you knowcerulean because of how it soundsthe prettiest word you know
promise because of what it means
and love. because of how it feels
by ~Amynnah49
little thingsSometimes I just get lost in a song.little things
I feel the music in my toes, and let it tingle up my legs. The lyrics climb up my spine and dance around my shoulders, and then they make their way all the way through my arms to my fingertips. The music drapes over me like a blanket and covers and fills all the holes and broken places I've come to know so well. And for three glorious minutes, my world is whole. And everything good and decent and wonderful is dropped in my lap. And my whole world is perfect.
Sometimes I just get lost in a sunset.
When the sky is gold and the clouds are pink, and my backyard looks lik
by ~Amynnah49
running heartless girlWhen I see her picture all I can think about is how unfair it is.running heartless girl
All I can see are my mistakes highlighted in her hazel eyes, my failures tangled in her curly blonde hair. All I can hear is you. Laughing and telling me how silly I'm being. That the idea that you were ever out to get me is insane and I must be off balance because all you ever did was love me, but only as a friend, a sister. You were careful to include that last part. That way you could do anything and everything else to confuse me, but keep your boundaries.
I told you once that I didn't understand. That you were all hot and cold and I wasn't ever s
by ~Amynnah49
part 1 of 2Oh, the things you do that break my heart in the best way possible.part 1 of 2
The way I smile when you tell me I'm not good enough because we both know deep down I'm better than "good enough."
The way I miss you so much when you aren't here.
The way I remember you with such great fondness, and I can't imagine ever holding ill feelings towards you.
The way your absence makes my heart hurt, and my anticipation of your return makes my soul ache, and somehow knowing you'll be in my arms soon makes that pain bearable.
The way a slow, sad song sends an average girl into a downward spiral, b
by ~Amynnah49
| these are my thoughts. and my feelings. and the words i could never say, and probably will never say. some of them are beautiful, and some aren't. some are tragic, and some are painful, and some mean nothing. but they all mean something to me. please don't use them as your own. |
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| i hope you can find what i have found in these. they brought me comfort or laughter or thought. and they wouldn't be here if i didn't think they were worth something. |
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Devious Info
- Current Residence: Kerman
- Interests: stuff
- Favourite movie: "The Holiday"
- Favourite band or musician: Anna Nalick, Aerosmith, or Journey
- Favourite genre of music: anything but rap
- Favourite artist: Nicholas Felice
- Favourite poet or writer: i don't really have one
- MP3 player of choice: iPod. duh.
- Shell of choice: shell? like the gas station?
- Wallpaper of choice: i prefer paint ;P
- Skin of choice: the one i'm in
- Favourite game: scrabble!
- Favourite cartoon character: Eeyore!
- Personal Quote: You can't change what is, so worrying only wastes time.
- Tools of the Trade: a pen and paper
- Website: http://www.myspace.com/wow_nerd49
- Email: amynnah49@yahoo.com
- AIM: RcAhIiDcEr04
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Journal History
- Jan 2, 2010 happy birthday me
- Dec 30, 2009 http://www.formspring.me/bextaa
- Dec 27, 2009 random thoughts
- Nov 8, 2009 im still alive i promise
- Oct 18, 2008 i discovered something today
- Sep 10, 2008 argh.rabble.rabble.rabble
- Aug 2, 2008 so i HAVE been writing
- Jun 4, 2008 i've never posted a journal
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So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar
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I will
Create
And know myself
Through my creations
Realizing my Identity
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Going down deeper, coming up stronger and laying bare anything that lies hidden there.
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Here’s the truth about the truth: it hurts. So we lie.
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I will
Create
And know myself
Through my creations
Realizing my Identity
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Going down deeper, coming up stronger and laying bare anything that lies hidden there.
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I will
Create
And know myself
Through my creations
Realizing my Identity
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Going down deeper, coming up stronger and laying bare anything that lies hidden there.
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Here’s the truth about the truth: it hurts. So we lie.
I really appreciate it!
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Rubber bands "suit" me .... =]
If you got it all figured out~
Then what is there to shout about~
this mid-west town is gonna miss you~
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Here’s the truth about the truth: it hurts. So we lie.
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"You think you're smart?"
"I think I'm adorable." - Dean Winchester
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